Watch: Billie Eilish Details Having to Suppress Tourette Syndrome Tics During Interviews
Billie Eilish isn’t going to let Tourette syndrome make all of her moments its own.
The “Happier Than Ever” singer recently shared insight into how she navigates the vocal and movement tics caused by the neurological disorder, especially when it comes to living in the public eye.
“I do have Tourette’s and I have vocal tics but luckily for me and for everyone else, they’re mostly just noises and I can keep them pretty quiet,” Billie explained during a May 5 appearance on Amy Poehler’s Good Hang podcast. “I go through phases of words becoming tics.”
Indeed, Tourette syndrome is an incurable disorder that can cause a variety of vocal and movement tics, typically forcing a person to blurt out an unusual sound or an offensive word. And the 24-year-old—who was diagnosed with Tourette syndrome when she was 11—noted she utilizes suppression when she’s doing an appearance or interview.
As she put it, “I’m doing everything in my power to suppress all of my tics constantly and then as soon as I leave the room I have to let them all out or whatever.”
And while Amy praised Billie for her openness with the condition, saying it helped her navigate her own intrusive thoughts, the Grammy winner shared insight into people’s general misunderstanding of Tourette’s.
“Imagine those intrusive thoughts but your mouth has to say them out loud—and that is Tourette syndrome,” Billie explained. “What’s troubling about the way that people do not understand what Tourette’s is, if I start having a tic attack or a lot of tics in a row, people are like, ‘Are you OK?’ It’s like this is very much normal.”
And Billie emphasized that people don’t notice how much effort it takes to suppress her tic.
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“If you didn’t notice today, you didn’t notice my knees which are ticing constantly under this table or my elbows—I’m clenching my arms the entire time,” she detailed. “It’s because I’m on camera, and I’m having a conversation and I’m trying not to be distracting. I’m really doing—this whole time, as much fun as I’m having—I’m doing everything I can to suppress every single tic that’s visible.”
As she put it “That’s how we as people with Tourette’s pretty much spend our days.”
Despite her own struggles, though, Billie noted she feels lucky to have some power over her tics.
“Some people don’t even have the privilege of getting to suppress them at all in any way,” she admitted. “And the not understanding of that is really frustrating as a person with Tourette’s.”
Billie has long been outspoken about living with Tourette’s, previously telling David Letterman in a 2022 interview she was “very happy talking about it.”
“I actually really love answering questions about it because it’s very, very interesting,” she said during an apperance on My Next Guest Needs Not Introduction, “and I am incredibly confused by it and I don’t get it.”
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