Watch: Blue Bloods’ Jennifer Esposito Details “Excruciating” Psych Ward Stay Amid Health Issues
Jennifer Esposito was on a downward spiral when it came to treating her celiac disease.
The Blue Bloods actress, who portrayed Detective Jackie Curatola on the CBS police drama, recently detailed her rocky journey detoxing from gluten after receiving her diagnosis around 15 years ago.
“When I stopped the gluten and I began this detox, they had me on four klonopin a day,” Esposito explained during an Aug. 11 appearance on the Heal Squad podcast. “I was still a trembling mess. I was literally sleeping in my kitchen because it was the only place that didn’t have a window because the stimulus from the light would make me tremble and shake.”
Indeed, Esposito noted that she was feeling so “horrendous” that she was seeing a doctor—who she described as a “famous medical expert”—every week.
“He wanted to study me because I was so ill,” the Spin City alumrecalled. “This particular week I was in such bad shape that when I went in I was like, ‘You have to keep me here.’”
Esposito recalled that her detox was so difficult, she felt like she needed some kind of medical intervention.
“I knew that everything I was feeling was because I was vitamin deprived—big time,” she continued. “I said, ‘Doctor, you’ve got to keep me here. I’m going to jump out of my skin. I’m gonna jump out the window.’”
However, Esposito says herpleas were misunderstood, and she noted, “Within a half hour, I was wheeled upstairs to the psych ward.”
And the nightmare only seemed to continue.
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“I will say it was seven of the most excruciating hours of my entire life because I was yet again pleading for my sanity,” she remembered. “You can’t put someone who’s having a panic disorder in a locked space. You’re still telling me that this is my mind.”
To Esposito, the doctors were overreacting to how she described her physical pain.
“It was because I said ‘I’m going to jump out the window.’” she added. “They thought I was going to harm myself.”
Eventually, Esposito’s father Robert Esposito was able to check her out of the facility and take her home. But the entire experience made the Fresh Killsactress lose her faith in her medical team.
“They’re so quick to put a label of ‘crazy,’” she argued, “and they’re so quick because they don’t understand anything beyond their pills.”
All these years later, the entire ordeal still sticks with her. As she put it, “I really remember it viscerally and I thought, ‘You’re on your own.’”
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